Back on the Grid

One thing that has remained a constant over the last 18 months about Lola is how flippin’ cute she is.

It’s been kind of fun going back and reading some of my earliest posts. They seem like a lifetime ago. And, interestingly, in a sense, they were a lifetime ago. Just not my own.

There is so much to catch you up on - Christmas, school, her new cousin, curly hair, teeth, words, mobility....

And then there is baby brother. I will admit it has been very hard to think much about him. Between school and work and Lola, I really feel like I have been neglecting him already. Honestly, I do think it has had a little to do with the fact that it is a “he” and not a “she.” But, also, I think that even if it were a “her” I’m not sure how much more attentive I would be. I haven’t even been able to devote much time to thinking about his name for Pete’s sake. I know we will love him every bit as much as Lola but I do feel a little guilty right now. But I will save this confession for another post.